A new year often brings with it a fresh sense of motivation and optimism, and that is so wonderful and beautiful but as I write this I am reminded that some of these days will feel less like becoming and more like breaking but they are becoming anyway.
Give yourself permission to feel. Give yourself permission to not be okay on some days. Give yourself permission to weep if you must, to sit with sadness if and when it knocks. To not run from it but to let it sit because soon it will leave. It will realise after a while that your soul is too warm for a feeling as cold as sadness to survive for very long. And to my brothers, it’s okay to not be' made' yet It’s okay to decide that on some days your shoulders are too tired to carry the weight of the world. It’s okay say that some days it hurts. It is okay to feel. And I know this is not the message you may want to hear when you’ve planned and pictured a year of ‘ more life and more blessings’ but dark days are a part of becoming. You will be great in your own right, you will touch the things you dreamed you would but first you must experience the becoming. On some days you will not know the difference between breaking and becoming, On some days they will look much the same but they are not. Sometimes becoming is painful but I swear to you it is still becoming. I’ve learnt that progress and good emotional health is often a balance of honoring your emotions enough to let yourself sit with them (both the good and the bad ones) but honoring yourself and your evolution enough to not let yourself be led by them but rather to be led by your convictions. I hope this year you find peace with your emotions, I hope God grants you the courage to be weak. I believe in your becoming. You’ve got this,! Remind yourself as often as you need to that no matter what the day looks like, that you’ve got this. I promise. All my love Mayfair x
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Ismaila
1/8/2018 03:58:40 am
Great job!!!! Keep it up!!! Very creative
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